Obsessed

As if I wasn't obsessed enough... I have become obsessed with reading TTC blogs (TTC is infertile lingo for trying to conceive). I bet I have read 50 of these blogs this week. Some with happy endings, some with ongoing quest to the center of the egg. I find comfort knowing that others are going through what I am going through, and others have some of the same feelings that I have. It is interesting to watch other peoples lives play out. It interesting to me to stumble upon a blog that was started back in 2005. I start at the beginning and it’s like reading a novel, except it’s someone’s real life. It’s interesting to see their struggles way back when and to see what is going on in their lives today. It is interesting to see the “whys” of what God does. Something that may not have made sence in 2005, but as you read today’s blog entry, you understand the “whys”. I wish I could look at what my blog will look like two years from now. I wish I could read it from beginning to end and to understand the whys of 2005, 2006, 2007. I am going to start liking some of my favorites on the side.

Richard is on his way home for the weekend. We have plans to go out with friends Saturday night, and to celebrate Valentine’s Day then too. He will be leaving on Monday morning for 2 weeks in Minnesota. I am done with the Clomid. Pray that little eggie will come out this weekend!!! Swim spermies swim!!