Today's test. The line is fainter, that is a good thing at this point. My mood swings are back in full force. I had forgotten how bad things really get from being pumped full of hormones. It is really hard, and I am struggling. I feel so bad when I yell and scream and over react. I can see it in the faces of the kids, they know when mom is about to lose it. I explained to them tonight how the hormones and medicine that I take makes me a little more crabby. I told them that it was from the medicine that Mommy takes so that we can have another baby. I asked them if they want me to stop taking the medication, or if they just want to deal with the crabbiness and they all immediatly said keep taking the medicine. They didn't even stop to think about it. It brought tears to my eyes. The fact that they would deal with a crabby mom (and I have been soooo crabby), just so they can have a little brother or sister, that is just priceless to me. I love those little kiddos!
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That is so sweet, and when that little one finally arrives, all this will be a memory that will fade away. Sorry you got the major crabs. Rooting for a baby for you!
Beckie
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