"The rest is up to You"

Our day started at 5:30am! Ugh! We hit the road at 6am and the temp read 1! Brrr! We collected the sample at the RE's office and then went to Dennys for some breakfast. We returned to the clinic for our 9am appointment. Dr. McRae did the u/s first. There was only one mature follicle on the left side. This was a bit disappointing as we had double the dose of Clomid. She said the lining was nice and thick and that we were ready to go. Rich's s/a numbers were so great!! Below is a comparison.

Original Count:
Motility: last time 29% this time 45%
Morphology: last time 54% this time 83%
Count: lat time 19.4 million this time 30 million

Final Count after processing:
Motility: last time 43% this time 65%
Morphology: last time 65% this time 83%
Count: lat time 30.2 million this time 117.2 million

The counts were much better this time! YAY Richard! So she did the insemination, gave me the shot of hcg in my hiney and I stayed on the table for 10minutes and then we were on our way. Rich drove home and I laid down in the back seat. I was just praying and looked up to the heavens and thought, "the rest is up to you". That is the attitude that I am going to try to maintain during this 2ww. It's in God's hands now and if it was meant to happen then it will and if it wasn't then it won't. I was listening to "How Great is Our God" the other day and the tears were just falling. Our God is so great, and I know that He loves me so much, He only has plans to prosper and grow me and not plans to hurt or destroy me. I know that all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. I know that He loves me and I am his daughter and that He will only do what is best for me.

We have come to a crossroad. A negative pregnancy test will take us down one road and a positive pregnancy test will take us down another. It's time for a change. We've been on this road way to long.