Confused...frustrated...hopeful...dissapointed...sad...ashamed...scared... embarassed...pregnant...not pregnant...I am not doing well today. Totally freaking out. "What if I am, what if I'm not." A thousand million times through my mind! There is no way that I can make it to Wednesday. I have tested, but with the trigger still in my system I can't rely on the test. I am feeling nothing new, but that darn Progesterone # has got me feeling hopeful and when you have failed so many times it sucks to be hopeful because in the back of your mind you know that you are not pregnant and you are setting yourself up for another major fall. Oh I was doing so good with not obsessing, today I am a mess.
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Oh dear one, I am sorry that today was a difficult day and you are feeling so many emotions. I am thinking and praying for you.
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